I need some advice.?

I have been struggling with my ideas and my aspirations as well as a variety of emotions, ideas, and influences from both myself and my family. As it stands I am 17 years of age, I dropped out of high-school sophmore year to enroll in the Job Corps program where I obtained my GED and am currently working towards getting a trade certification. Despite the fact that I am enrolled in Job Corps I only went here because 1 I felt pressured and 2 I hated highschool and wanted to get out sooner. Also I consider myself an anarchist and I am basically living a contradiction to my own beliefs and/or ideas. Many of my relatives believe this is better for me than anything I want to do. I despise this idea, but at the same time I let them influence me and force me to contradict my own ideas in favor of their expectations and emotions. Being that I am a minor only reinforces the trapped feeling I experience everday. I am confident I could do well on my own but I fear dissapointing my loved ones. Thx